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Who I Am?

I'm currently working on a project. Perhaps one of the biggest and most important projects in my journey at this point. A lifetime of work. This means the world to me, as I sit to create something powerful, and special, and unique to myself. But I find for this to truly be a monumental experience, I must dig in deep, deep deep and deeper than ever before.

I have to answer questions that I don't think I've ever been able to answer clearly. It has taken me what seems like years and an eternity to peel away the layers of fear and insecurity I've had. Can I answer the most spell binding question I have for myself?

Who am I?

Broken
Loving
Healing
Joyful
Caring
Confused
Spontaneous
Constant
Lonely
Needy
Kind
Nurturing
Curious
Creative
Moving
Slowing Down
Emotional
Closed off
Open book
Passionate
Gracious
Defensive
Protective
Humility
Lit up
Flowing
Stopped
Touched
Spiritual
Timeless (No sense of time)
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